Feeling Dysphoric

Im so tired of being transgender I feel like a pathetic loser․ It feels like I wipe out like more than half of the population to even talk to someone or find someone to date․ God forbid I want to be a different gender and then you go ahead and tell me Thats not how god made you‚ you are ruining your body․ Like Im sorry I cant be someone you want․ Cause as a person who is just trying to live and have everyone like them its like Im on hard mode jusy cause Im a stupid transgender․